***This excerpt is from an advance uncorrected copy proof*** Copyright © 2018 Juliet Blackwell Chapter 1 1901 Ch'teau Clement, Provence, France Josephine No one has seen. The ch'teau''s usual ranks of gardeners and servants, grape pickers and kitchen staff, have been joined by Monsieur Bayol''s crew of men hammering, sawing, sanding, and painting the newly arrived carousel. The cats, dogs, pigs, and rabbits were carved, painted, and gilded in Bayol''s factory in Angers, but it has taken nine men to transport the pieces by rail, then by steam traction engine from the station to the ch'teau, and then to assemble the machine on-site. It will take another two weeks, perhaps a month, to complete the elaborately decorated salon that will house the carousel. Josephine wishes it would take longer. She would be happy if they stayed forever. Especially the carver''s apprentice. She and the apprentice have placed confidence in each other; they will keep each other''s confidences.
Josephine knows her neighbors think of her as secretive and scheming because she was not born here. She comes from faraway Bretagne, and yet she stole the heart of their local favorite, the eligible Yves Paul Clement, heir to Ch'teau Clement. Bretagne and Provence were meant to be part of France now, but deep-seated regional stereotypes and allegiances do not respect random borders. She understands. After all, before Yves brought her to Ch'teau Clement as a young bride, Josephine had always believed the Provençal people to be lazy, unfriendly, and afflicted with a harsh accent. She has found the accent and unfriendliness to be apt, but though her husband is accustomed to taking a sieste every afternoon, he is anything but lazy. Yves rises early to capture the light of dawn on his camera; he works late into the night in his darkroom. He is an educated gentleman: He reads in his library, he composes poetry, he draws.
Unlike most in the region, he does not hunt. Instead, he observes and makes note of the birds that perch on the limbs of the plane trees and olive orchards: the short-toed lark and tawny pipit in spring, the red-crested pochard and moustached warbler in fall. Yves''s keen eyes observe the forest creatures, the turning of the leaves, the changing quality of the light throughout the day, throughout the seasons. By virtue of the incessant clicking of his cameras, he records the world around him. And yet, he does not see. Chapter 2 Present day Oakland Cady Anne Drake Cady had never realized how many empty platitudes people voiced when confronted with grief, how they felt compelled to say something, to say anything, in response to a situation that had no answer, no response. No solution. In point of brutal fact, there was nothing to say.
Maxine had died. One moment she was there, Cady''s ever-present rock in the shifting sands of life. And the next she had fallen to the floor behind the register, struck down by a sudden heart attack. Maxine had disappeared into the ether, just like that, along with her snarky comments and wise eyes and calm, slightly haughty demeanor that never failed to assuage Cady''s inner demons. She was gone. No one else in this life would be lucky enough to know Maxine Caroline Clark. All that remained of the old woman was her shop, called Maxine''s Treasures, its junky (or artsy, depending on your perspective) inventory, and the back room, where Cady had set up her photography studio and darkroom. Even though Cady had no intention of taking over and managing Maxine''s antiques store, she wasn''t ready to give up her studio.
Not to mention that she''d been living in the back room of the shop--which was not strictly legal--since she''d lost her relatively affordable apartment to a condo development several months ago. What now? Where would she go? What would she do? Maxine was family. She was all Cady had. A desperate, breathless weariness reached out its icy fingers to grip Cady''s bones. And it wasn''t the strain of carrying her wooden carousel figure, Gus. She saw reproach in the rabbit''s glass eyes as she maneuvered him into the shop; could this last shred of hope gone be her comeuppance for having tried to sell him? Maxine had given Gus to her ten years ago, on Cady''s wedding day. The marriage hadn''t lasted long, and the only thing Cady took from it--besides bitter experience--was Gus-the-rabbit. It was embarrassing to admit, but Gus had always made her feel .
loved. According to Maxine, Gus was a genuine piece of carousel history, hand-carved by the famous French sculptor Gustave Bayol. Which would have meant he was worth thousands--maybe tens of thousands. But this morning Cady''s last-ditch financial dreams had been dashed by an earnest young man named Scott Ripley. Peering through a huge magnifying glass, the Antique Forum''s acknowledged expert in nineteenth- and twentieth-century European carvings had examined the rabbit''s loosening joints, noting how the bands of basswood had pulled away from one another at the tops of the legs, and the gap where the neck section met the body. Carousel figures are hollow, built like boxes with slats of wood joined, laminated, then carved, and primed to conceal the joints. Not only were the sections falling apart--Gus''s ears were now barely connected to his slightly tilted head--but the bright paint and gold gilding were flaking off, with gesso primer showing through in patches. At long last Ripley had straightened, shrugged, and pronounced: "It''s not a Bayol.
" "You''re wrong," Cady said. "Look again." "Your rabbit is most probably European, and from Bayol''s era, at the turn of the twentieth century. In some ways, it is very much in his sty⤠Bayol carved farmyard animals with sweet expressions like this one, so that fits. But a hallmark of Bayol''s carvings was their simplicity. His work almost never included flourishes like the lily of the valley here," he said, pointing to the offending flower. "And this rose carved in high relief, with the detailed thorns? I don''t even know what to say about that." "But Bayol did custom work, right?" Cady replied.
"Couldn''t a client have asked for the flowers?" He shook his head. "I know Bayol''s work well; I''m also very familiar with the American carvers Dentzel, Looff, and Carmel. Like all artists, carousel carvers leave their imprints on their work, like signatures. Also, Bayol nearly always attached a small plaque to the saddles of his carved animals, and yours doesn''t have one. Your rabbit might have been carved by one of Bayol''s apprentices, or a competitor--if you could establish its provenance, it would be worth more." Cady''s impulse was to argue with Ripley, to rail at him and cast aspersions on his professional qualifications, not to mention his parentage. But it wasn''t his fault. Maxine had been wrong.
It wasn''t surprising: Maxine always had insisted upon seeing possibilities in the junk other people threw away. So Cady had concentrated on reining in her emotions, fighting an almost overwhelming, and wholly uncharacteristic, urge to burst into tears. Get it together, Drake, she had scolded herself. We''ve been in worse situations than this one. Much, much worse. We''ll just have to come up with another plan. As a child Cady had developed the quirk of using the royal "we" when talking to herself; otherwise the only "we" in her world was wishful thinking. Later, the "we" came to mean Cady and Maxine, and finally, now, Cady and Gus-the-rabbit.
It was a silly, childish habit, but Cady had more important things to worry about these days, such as where she was going to get the money to escape the wildly expensive San Francisco Bay Area, to move to a town where normal people could work a regular job and afford a decent place to live, and where she could become a foster mom, or maybe even adopt a child. The thought of change terrified her, but she was desperate to create the sort of family that she''d always wanted for herself. True, being a photographer wasn''t the best career option in a small town, but she didn''t care what she did for a living. She wasn''t proud. The important thing was to start over. To reinvent herself. Cady yearned for the anonymity of a second chance, a clean slate, a tabula rasa. To make a home someplace where no one knew where she came from, where no one knew she had nothing and no one.
No family connections, no Maxine, no . baby. Without volition her hand went to her stomach. The only bump there now was from stress-eating her way through countless bags of potato chips and boxes of Petit Ãcolier cookies--scraping off the chocolate in an embarrassingly juvenile ritual--as she sat on the couch for weeks, watching endless reruns of Hoarders. The nurse in the emergency room had smelled of antiseptic and was very nice in the impersonal way of a kindhearted person saddled with far too much to do. She had instructed Cady to finish the round of prophylactic antibiotics, to abstain from sex for six weeks (no problem there--Cady couldn''t imagine being intimate, ever again, with anyone), to get plenty of rest, and to be prepared for sudden hormonal shifts as her body adjusted to what her medical chart referred to as an "SAB": spontaneous abortion. The baby Cady had accidentally conceived in an exceedingly rare one-night stand, then after weeks of fear and trembling had decided to keep and come to love, had been lost in a gruesome rush of pain and cramps and blood, a gutting experience referred to simply as an SAB. An SAB.
Cady''s appalling, alien urge to cry must be due to shifting hormones.