With a 31-year career as a CIA officer, I bring a wealth of experience to the table. My role as a political analyst, particularly in Eastern Europe, has provided me with a deep understanding of the complexities of national security. I have written for all levels of the U.S. government, from the President to working-level analysts and policymakers, ensuring that crucial information was communicated effectively. My passion for advocacy extends to victims of shootings in the United States. I am dedicated to raising awareness, promoting change, and providing support to those affected by these tragic events. This involves navigating the complex landscape of policy and advocacy, advocating for safer schools, and challenging the status quo that allows such tragedies to occur.

Above all, it reflects a relentless commitment to justice and healing-a determination to ensure that no other family has to endure the pain we have suffered. It is essential that we honor the memories of those lost through meaningful, lasting change. This memoir chronicles my journey in pursuing that mission.