Everyone thinks I'm in control, but I've never wanted to surrender more. After hearing about my friend's adventure at a freeuse resort, I can't stop thinking about it. When I finally confess to my husband my secret fantasy to be freely used for others' pleasure, he's immediately supportive-especially when I suggest booking a weekend at an exclusive resort where colored wristbands signal my consent. While my husband watches men use me throughout the resort, I'm finally able to turn off my mind and embrace my inner goddess. I'm trading control for pleasure, multiple men at a time.