Acknowledgments Introduction Patricia J. Lopez and Kathryn Gillespie 1. "With You, Time Flowed Like Water": Geographies of Grief across International Research Collaborations Jessie Hanna Clark 2. Grieving Guinea Pigs: Refl ections on Research and Shame in Peru María Elena García 3. An Immigrant in Academia: Navigating Grief and Privilege Yolanda Valencia 4. The Mongoose Trap: Grief, Intervention, and the Impossibility of Professional Detachment Elan Abrell 5. The Authentic Hypocrisy of Ecological Grief Amy Spark 6. Scale-Blocking Grief: Witnessing the Intimate between a Confl ict Leopard and Confi nement Kalli F.

Doubleday 7. On Missing People in the Field David Boarder Giles 8. Grieving Daughter, Grieving Witness Abigail H. Neely 9. The Researcher-Witness of Violence against Queers: One Scholar-Activist's Pathway through Lament William J. Payne 10. Unsteady Hands: Care and Grief for Conservation Subjects Jenny R. Isaacs 11.

Grieving Salmon and the Politics of Collective Ecological Fieldwork Cleo Woelfl e-Erskine 12. Witnessing Grief: Feminist Perspectives on the Loss-Body-Mind-Self-Other Nexus and Permission to Express Feelings Avril Maddrell and Elizabeth Olson 13. Self-Care and Trauma: Locating the Time and Space to Grieve Dana Cuomo Epilogue Patricia J. Lopez and Kathryn Gillespie Contributors Index.