In this book I am going to give you an open and honest description of living with bi-polar.I am going to dive right into the thick of it and start from the beginning and why I felt bi-polar was triggered at that time. I will cover all the 5 hospital sections. Tell of how I tried to find my feet after the last admission. The good routine and the continuous struggle I have in my mind. There were times where I laughed, cried and had to physically stop myself from writing this. It has not been easy, but here you are, this is me!.