One Ramona Riley wasn''t prone to astrological panic. She wasn''t prone to any kind of panic, really. In her thirty-one years, she''d learned that everyone''s life-including her own-ran a lot smoother when she kept both feet planted on the earth. So the fact that April-her best friend since fourth grade-was currently reading Libra''s fate out loud for the second time in ten minutes with her eyebrows vaulted into her short crimson-streaked hair did very little to stir Ramona''s sense of urgency. "Did you hear that?" April asked, tapping at her phone from her perch on a desk in the backstage area of the Clover Lake Middle School auditorium. "I heard it," Ramona said as she pinned a ribbon of teal lace onto a twelve-year-old''s shoulder. "Camila heard it too." "I did," Camila said, fiddling with the lace and smiling at herself in the mirror.
Her long dark hair was hoisted into a high ponytail, and her all-black-and-teal costume-torn jeans, ornate lace, glittery teal lipstick and eyeshadow-had turned her into a perfect steampunk Peter Pan, if Ramona did say so herself. "You''re going to have a life-changing week." "How exciting for me," Ramona said, winking at Camila and moving on to securing the black belt covered in soda bottle caps with a seat belt buckle around her waist. It hung low, and with the girl''s lanky frame and big stomping Doc Martens, she looked fucking badass. Not that she''d ever say such words in front of one of her father''s preteen students, but she could think it. "Okay," April said, crisscrossing her own black-jean-clad legs on the desk and folding her heavily tattooed arms over her chest. "Clearly, neither one of you were actually listening. Madame Andromeda''s uncanny insight into Libra this week does not involve anything life-changing.
" "Life-affirming?" Ramona asked. Camila giggled. "Life-giving." "God, that sounds like I''m going to get preg-" Ramona froze, meeting Camila''s precocious expression in the mirror. "You know what, let''s go with life-affirming." "It says," April said, tapping violently at her phone again, "and I quote, This week, as Venus moves into Cancer, be prepared for challenges and opportunities that could shift your perspective and deepen your understanding of your life''s purpose." Camila shrugged. "Sounds life-changing to me.
" "Of course it does!" April said, throwing up her arms and letting them flop back down onto her thighs. "Of course it''s life-changing, but Madame Andromeda didn''t say life-changing. She said could. And could is what you make of it, isn''t it?" And with that declaration, April let out a huffy breath and went back to scrolling through her phone. "Is she okay?" Camila whispered. Honestly, Ramona wasn''t sure, but she didn''t want to get into the intricacies of how her BFF thought Ramona was wasting her life in Clover Lake, New Hampshire, with a middle schooler, now or ever. She''d had plenty of experience with the age group, from her own sister Olive''s tumultuous time at Clover Lake Middle to her father''s position as an eighth-grade English teacher and drama club director, and Ramona had learned that this particular species of human didn''t exactly do nuance. "She''s fine, love," Ramona said, then took Camila''s hands and held them out.
"And you, Peter Pan, look amazing." Camila beamed, then skipped off to stage right to join her Lost Boys, a gaggle of students that Ramona had outfitted to look like degenerates from a posh private school with distressed plaid skirts, torn stockings, boots of all colors, seventies band tees-pretty much anything she could find for five bucks or less at Thayer''s Sift-N-Thrift shop downtown. "You''re up, Tink!" she called to a kid named Bellamy. They bounded over, already wearing a fitted brown leather vest over an ivy-pattered green skirt that Ramona had made herself, and their brown arms were streaked with a bit of strategic glitter. All they needed now were the gossamer wings, thick belt full of gadgets-dull garden shears and a magnifying glass-and a pair of vintage leather goggles atop their head. April observed Ramona coolly while Ramona fussed over Bellamy''s final touches. "What?" Ramona asked, smearing some glitter over Bellamy''s cheeks. "How many is this?" April asked.
"How many is what?" Ramona asked, even though she knew. And from the way April lifted a single eyebrow, she knew that Ramona knew. Ramona sighed, gave Bellamy a fist bump, and sent them along to join the rest of the cast awaiting their Saturday afternoon matinee curtain call. Since Steven Riley, Ramona''s dad, had taken over the drama club eight years ago, the group put on a spring play every May. The entirety of Clover Lake came out to at least one of the four shows over the course of the weekend, even those without any kids enrolled at the school or acting in the play. Steven''s productions were that good. And Ramona''s costumes were half the draw. At least .
that''s what she''d heard. "Nine," Ramona said. "Spring plays," April said. "At the middle school. Don''t get me started on the high school and how much free labor you give Jane Davenport every fall. Oh, and let''s not forget Clover Lake''s preeminent community theater. Priceless opportunities found in those Broadway-esque productions. Jesus, if they do a cabaret this summer, I''m going to fucking lose-" "What is your point?" Ramona said, adjusting her utility belt around her soft hips that held her measuring tape, safety pins, Velcro, and anything else she might need during a show in case a costume went awry.
"My point?" April asked. "You don''t already know it?" "Apes, come on." "It''s May." "This I know." "Olive leaves for Nashville at the end of August." Ramona looked away toward the stage, her cheeks immediately hot. She didn''t automatically start crying anytime she thought of her little sister graduating from high school and leaving for Vanderbilt University at the end of the summer, but her body definitely reacted as though entering fight-or-flight mode. "Honey," April said more softly.
"She''s going to do great." Ramona nodded, didn''t trust her voice yet. Except for the single year Ramona had spent at the Rhode Island School of Design, she had rarely been away from Olive since her birth when Ramona was thirteen. Their mother had been gone since Olive was six months old-apparently motherhood wasn''t all she dreamed it would be, and Rebecca Riley took off for a better life god only knew where. So, near the end of Ramona''s freshman year at RISD, when Ramona and Olive''s single dad suffered a shattered leg in a car accident they were all lucky didn''t kill him, there was nothing else for Ramona to do but come home, get a job at Clover Moon Café while her father learned how to walk again, and help raise six-year-old Olive. That was twelve years ago. Twelve years of Olive''s scraped knees and softball games-including the three years she did travel ball in high school, which meant Ramona was constantly driving all over the state. Twelve years of Olive crying over mean girls into Ramona''s lap, then Ramona''s intense relief when she became friends with Marley Bristow in eighth grade and they both left the mean girls behind for pitching strategies and ornate braids for game days.
Twelve years of Olive''s myriad crushes on boys Ramona was convinced weren''t good enough for her sister, walking in on Olive making out with Ethan Townes in her bedroom when she was sixteen, and a conversation about condoms, which ended with Ramona setting a box on Olive''s nightstand while her sister fled into the shower. Twelve years of laughter and tears and questions, and now all of that was coming to a close. Ramona no longer had to worry about her schedule at the café conflicting with one of Olive''s away games. Soon, she wouldn''t have to stay up until Olive got home from a party or take Olive to the gynecologist. Olive was an adult. Olive was leaving home. And she wouldn''t be coming back like Ramona did. Ramona would make damn sure of it.
Still, in all her excitement over Olive''s future, she had to admit, facing an empty nest at the age of thirty-one was a bit overwhelming. In April''s opinion, Olive''s departure was Ramona''s golden ticket. April adored Olive, had helped Ramona and Steven raise her for god''s sake, but April was passionate about passion. She''d studied at RISD too, then came home with a degree in illustration and immediately opened her own tattoo shop, a dream she''d had since she got her first tattoo at eighteen-a black-and-gray woman sporting a scorpion''s tail on her inner forearm for her Scorpio sun, moon, and rising signs-and had been happily inking tourists and locals alike for nearly ten years. "You at least need a list," April said when Ramona still hadn''t responded. "A list." "A list," April said again. "A goal.
A five-step action plan or some shit." "What''s this about an action plan?" Ramona''s dad asked, walking over from where he''d been reviewing some cues with the school''s art teacher, who was running the lights. Steven still had a bit of a limp in his left leg, and he always would. Still, he was tall, with a full head of salt-and-pepper hair, a real catch for the over-fifty set. "You need one too, Mr. Riley," said April, who could never quite get used to calling him Steven. "Ever heard of.