The Well Chapter 1 Dread coiled like an asp in Mara''s belly as the watery light of dawn seeped through the chinks in the roof of the clay house. Only a short span of dirt floor stretched between her mother''s corner of their one-room house to where Mara and her little brother lay pressed against its farthest wall. Mara''s worn cloak, pulled over their heads like a shield, had failed to block out the carnal whispers that had drifted through the confines of the dark room during the long night. Shame and fear had twined with tormented dreams until she prayed for dawn. Now, as the murky beams of weak light puddled on the floor, Mara raised her head and strained to see through the gloom. Is Alexandros still here? Relief trickled through her stiff limbs. Her mother slept alone in the corner. When had Alexandros left? And where did he go? How could Mama be so foolish? Please, Lord, let no one find out about him.
Mara''s bare arms, prickly with cold, were wrapped around Asher''s small warm body. She slipped from under her cloak and eased herself away from her little brother. As she kissed his smooth cheek and tucked the tattered wool around his shoulders, he opened his sleep-clouded eyes. "Shh, my sweet, go back to your dreams," she whispered, rubbing his back. Asher garbled a few words, wedged his thumb in his mouth, and closed his eyes again. Mara stroked his back until his mouth went slack and his breath buzzed in a steady rhythm. Silently, she crept past her sleeping mother. Nava lay crumpled in the corner like a pile of dirty rags.
She would not stir until mid-morning. Then she would act as if nothing had happened, as if she''d done nothing wrong. Alexandros, a pagan from Sebaste, had visited her mother before. He didn''t seem concerned about Nava''s reputation. He ate their food, little as there was, complimenting Nava more boldly and laughing more loudly after each cup of wine. Each time, they had been lucky. No one in Sychar seemed to know of his visits. Not yet.
But the Sychar Samaritans did not abide sinners in their midst. When they found out-and they would find out-the strict townspeople would turn on them. They would surely stop providing the barley and oil that Mara''s family needed so desperately. They could, according to the law, march down the hill and drive them out of Sychar. No one in Samaria would take in a disgraced woman, a crippled boy, and a daughter old enough to be married. Starvation or exile. Which was worse? Mara stepped outside into the damp chill of dawn. The birds, chattering more loudly as crimson light stained the eastern sky, seemed to be scolding her.
They should be scolding her mother. What are you doing to us, Mama? Tall cedars and even taller mountains surrounded the little house, throwing dark shadows over the doorway and onto the front courtyard carved out of the scrubby bushes. A jumble of chipped clay pots and jars sat along the wall next to piles of straw and kindling. A few paces away, a whisper of smoke rose from the black remains of the cooking fire. The familiar rumble of hunger twisted Mara''s stomach. Asher would be hungry too. The good people of Sychar gave them almost enough barley to live on. She knew exactly how much they had left: two meals'' worth-if they were careful.
There would be no more if the town discovered Nava''s shame. Mara bent toward the fire to add a handful of straw to the last glowing coal, but straightened with a breath of surprise as a looming form rustled out of the dark bushes. "Good morning, Mara," Alexandros said, adjusting his short tunic. She turned her head away, but not quickly enough to miss the smirk on Alexandros''s lips. "I''m thirsty, girl." He dangled a water skin in front of her averted face. She glanced at him as she took it, careful not to touch his hand. His eyes were bleary and puffed-the result of the wine he had drunk last night-but his smirk of lingering satisfaction deepened.
He didn''t look ashamed of what he had done with her mother. But why should he be? A pagan from Sebaste need not submit to the strict laws of Sychar. Mara ladled the last of their water into the skin as Alexandros leaned against the wall, watching her. He was a big man, solid and strong, with short brown hair and light eyes that she tried to avoid. His clothes were clean and well made, and gold rings flashed on his ears and fingers. She had heard whispers that some of the village women thought him handsome, but he reminded Mara of the wild dogs that prowled the hills, preying on lost lambs. She handed the water skin to him without a word and bent back to the fire. He drained the water in several big gulps, then crouched down close beside her.
"What do you have for food?" he asked. Mara hunched her shoulders and inched away but didn''t reach toward the cooking pot. If he ate their barley, she and Asher would go hungry today. She watched the tiny licks of flame devour the handful of straw. "Just some barley." He grunted and waved his hand. "Don''t bother. Barley''s for animals.
" Alexandros heaved himself to his feet. "Time for me to go." He followed the worn path to the back of the house, where he had left his pack animal. Mara fed a piece of kindling to the crackling fire. She couldn''t let him leave without asking. She had to know. She stood, rubbed her damp hands down her dirty tunic, and followed Alexandros. A rickety lean-to clung to the back of the house, and the garden stretched behind, tilled and planted.
Alexandros un-hobbled the huge, spotted donkey that had stripped the leaves from Mara''s struggling fig tree while his master had defiled her mother. It bared its long, yellow teeth at her. Crossing her arms in front of her chest, she swallowed hard and blurted, "Are you going to Sychar? To the marketplace?" If he showed up in Sychar, just over the hill to the east, at this time of morning, there would be questions. If they didn''t know already, someone would surely discover where he had spent the night. She wouldn''t be surprised if the bragging dog told them himself. He stepped close enough for her to see his bloodshot eyes and the rough stubble on his jaw. She ducked her head and focused on his sandal-clad feet. "Afraid that the pious Chosen Ones of God will disapprove of your mother''s good fortune last night?" he asked.
Mara kept her gaze on his worn leather sandals, but her face burned like the rising sun. He knew what would happen if the strict villagers found out that her mother had entertained him overnight. "What? Worried that the last of God''s Chosen People won''t give you and the boy any more barley if they find out that Nava shared her bed with a pagan?" He stepped even closer. She smelled his sour sweat and the stench of last night''s wine on his breath. Mara''s legs weakened, and her heart pounded. Who would give charity to a woman who flouted the laws of Moses so shamelessly? Her mother had done more than lie with the pagan; she had put her family at his mercy. One word from him in the marketplace and . starvation or exile.
Alexandros ran a warm, moist hand over her hair and down her cheek. She squeezed her eyes shut. He cupped her chin and lifted her face. "Let me see those eyes of yours, girl." His hand tightened painfully on her jaw. She opened her eyes. His face was close, his eyes narrow and rimmed with red. A smile lifted his thin lips.
"If you keep me happy, there won''t be any reason for me to spill your secret, eh, girl?" She wrenched her face away, fear drying her mouth. Alexandros laughed and jerked at his donkey, turning the big animal toward the path that ran west. "I''m low on merchandise. I''m heading to Sebaste this morning, then to Caesarea. Tell your mother I''ll be back in a couple of weeks." He paused, and his gaze traveled from Mara''s head to her dirty bare feet. He licked his pale lips. "I''ll be looking forward to seeing you again.
" He started down the path, away from Sychar, but looked over his shoulder. "Don''t worry, Mara. This will be our little secret . for now." Mara''s heart slowed its frantic pounding only when Alexandros and his donkey disappeared around a twist in the path. She rubbed her face where the imprint of his fingers still burned, then picked up the empty water jar. A trip to the well, where women traded gossip like men traded grain in the marketplace, would surely tell her if anyone in the village already knew of her mother''s shame. She threw a striped cloth over her long, tangled hair and started up the steep path.
Mara crested the ridge above her house and descended into a wide valley, her lips moving over her morning prayers. She prayed first for Asher and then for her mother as Gerizim, the mountain of blessings, rose on one side and Ebal, the mountain of curses, swelled on the other. She thanked the God of Abraham for the recent rains that had watered their garden and then asked for her grain jar somehow to be filled. She begged that her mother''s secret shame would remain known only to her. Lord, send the Taheb to your people. The ancient appeal eased her mind like a soothing balm. Someday the Taheb, the Restorer, would come. She passed the outskirts of Sychar, just a cluster of clay houses and a marketplace.
A few women stood in the shadowy doorways. She knew them all by name.