A hilarious and moving debut novel about a woman who writes a 'f*ck-it' list to reclaim herself after her marriage unexpectedly implodes. Forty-nine-year-old Grace Miller is the ultimate good girl. Good wife, good mother, good role model. She has to be, she's been married to a notable evangelical Christian pastor for nearly thirty years. But when Grace's marriage implodes very publicly, she realises she's spent her entire life putting other people's needs first - and she's had enough. Determined to shake things up, Grace writes a 'f*ck-it' list of fifty bad decisions to complete before she turns fifty. But just as she starts to reclaim herself, her family throws her some unexpected curve balls that threaten to derail the plan. With the emotional heart and complex family dynamics of Marian Keyes and Monica McInerney, combined with the sharp humour of Kathy Lette and Caitlin Moran, Disgraceful tramples the idea that women should grow old gracefully, and posits that sometimes bad decisions are the best ones you can make.