Many years have come and gone. The past was always something that I wanted to escape but had followed me for years with its horrific memories of abuse and torment. Chasing a dream of peace and love that never came. 40 years, I had danced around in the dark with sinister devils. I was living a life full of sin and lawlessness. My fate was headed for wrath, leading to eternal damnation. The only light that was in my life I had pushed away so that I could live a selfish, self-destructing life of pain and depression. This story holds the events that I had experienced throughout my life.

Only realizing in due time that I had to lose myself and deny the world entirely. It was the only way to everlasting love and peace through an all mighty loving God. MaryAnn Sullivan.