Almost a year later, and it hit me. My mother was gone, and I was still stuck at the hospital. I had tried everything from crying to counseling, and even prayer. Pray they told me. Trust God they insisted. But it seemed as if nothing was working. I was hurt, dealing with my reality: my mother was not coming back.While journeying through grief, it was under the divine 'Inspiration of God' that He placed me in a trance.

While I was gaining a revelation about grief, He gave me this journal, '30 Days Of Grieving.' I sat, wrote and the pen did not let up until I had completed documenting what I was hearing. When the pen ceased, I had 30 days of what the process of grief looked like. From preparing for death, the emotions that followed, and the things we do to find comfort. I knew I was not alone, so I decided to compile this journal to assist others. Grieving is never easy, and sometimes it is downright ugly. But we have to go through the process, because guess what? Healing is on the other side. Take this exploration with me, and I guarantee you will find amazement in the healing power of God!.