A personal diary detailing twenty years of marriage to a sexually deviant preacher and our friends, also preachers who shared the same fate. The diary chronicles the scandalous dissent of the Pastor's family into the pit of hell behind sexual immorality and my personal struggle to climb out of that pit and restore my self-esteem and self-respect. But not before I too journeyed along with my husband down the path of sexual degradation which nearly cost my husband his life.