Ah. turning 30. No matter how you look at it, it always ends up feeling like a whole new era. Yet, is it merely about what changes around you and how people perceive you? "Adultier"? Or is it also about a whole new you? That's part of what I attempt to explore in this essay, except just about myslef, which is the only persepctive I have full access to. Am I really a new person now than I was before? Of course I am not talking about some overnight change due to a number starting with a new digit. But just, who am I today? And is it whom I want to be? Welcome to my inner world!.