"Engaging and threaded with wry wit, What It Meant to Survive is a deep dive into trauma and love. Those twin fulcrums take us from London to Kenya to Nigeria, South Africa, Dubai, and New York--a globe-spanning look at how trauma haunts us and scars us, and how love can grow us and heal us. The queer love story between Ramya, an Indian American survivor of a mass shooting, and Juliet, a Nigerian fashion designer, is beautiful and full of heart, a love all of us wish to have." --SJ Sindu, author of The Goth House Experiment "What It Meant to Survive is a riveting, globe-trotting, fast-paced, page-turner of a novel. Part love story, part psychological thriller, the book asks big questions about how we claim our power and find ways to not just survive but thrive in a world that so often feels like it wants to destroy us. What It Meant to Survive will fill your heart, break it, put it back together, and fill it again." - Rahul Mehta, author of Quarantine and Feeding the Ghosts "Captivating and fantastical, What It Meant to Survive follows the journey of Ramya and Juliet, two women from vastly different backgrounds, as they fall in love and navigate the social and political complexities of modern-day America and Nigeria. Mala Kumar deftly explores the depths of resilience and the power of human connection.
What It Meant to Survive is unlike any love story I've ever read." --Susie Luo, author of Paper Names "Mala Kumar's What It Meant to Survive is an extraordinary journey through the depths of human resilience and the multifaceted nature of love. Through her vivid prose and witty humor, Kumar brings to life the fear, despair, and ultimately, the hope that defined her survival of a school shooting. Through the intertwined narratives of Ramya and Juliet, Kumar showcases the transformative power of love, particularly queer love, as a source of healing. Their journey across continents and boundaries serves as a testament to the strength of the human spirit and the profound impact of love in overcoming adversity." --Nithya Ramesh, editor of the anthology, I Hope You'll Still Love Me.