"Being set in the exclusive world of the wealthy, Black mega-church elite would be reason enough to gobble this novel down, but Schar''s transformation from disempowered try-hard, chasing after the approval of the other First Ladies, to utterly authentic badass is so well earned and so heartfelt -- I laughed, I cried, I got turned on! Philyaw has created a heroine you can''t help but root for, and a book you can''t help but love." - Rufi Thorpe, author of Margo''s Got Money Troubles "Fasten your seatbelt! A megachurch pastor''s wife is about to take you on a funny yet sobering literary exploration of aspiration, double-standards, shame, heartbreak and healing. Deesha Philyaw has a way with dialogue and desire on the page, and her talents are on full display here as she mines the often murky territory between public image and private accountability." - Charmaine Wilkerson, author of Black Cake and Good Dirt "I love mess, nothing in the world is better than scandalous church mess, and The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman is funny and juicy and sexy and a delicious peek behind the pulpit of a Black megachurch. Deesha Philyaw is so good at writing complex characters who feel full and alive--I wanted to live inside this book, volunteer for the usher board for this book, tithe my ten percent to this book. As a matter of fact, that''s me in the front pew, waving my MLK fan, shouting ''Amen'' and ''Hallelujah!'' What a good-ass book!" - Samantha Irby, author of We Are Never Meeting in Real Life and Wow, No Thank You "I enjoyed the hell out of this. Smart and juicy and compulsively readable, The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman is the novel everyone is going to be talking about. It''s funny, it''s sexy, it''s heartbreaking, it''s joyful; it''s everything I want in a book.
" - Jasmine Guillory, New York Times bestselling author of The Wedding Date and The Proposal " The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman is a rollicking peek into the life of a megachurch pastor''s wife--who''s keeping a messy secret sure to shock her hypocritical church community. Witty, raunchy, and funny as hell, Deesha Philyaw brilliantly exposes the minefield of seeking self-acceptance in a world consumed with performing ''holiness.'' So propulsive, I inhaled it all in one sitting. Delicious!" - Tia Williams, New York Times bestselling author of The Missed Connection " The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman is sexy, shocking and funny as hell. It''s a wonderfully operatic tale of intrigue and betrayal within a Black church. Deesha Philyaw has written a love letter to the women in this world, and this novel practically glows with her affection." - Victor LaValle, author of Lone Women "This book is so damn good. Sexy, messy, funny AF, with a message tucked tight in the satire.
It slaps with a perfectly manicured open hand." - Nikese Elise Williams, author of The Seven Daughters of Dupree "Deesha Philyaw has already established herself as one of the greatest short story writers, but in The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman she cements herself as the most soulfully entertaining writer of her era. The skill necessary to bounce readers from confessional to institutional critique to sweaty revelation is staggering. Yes, Philyaw loves these characters and place as much as characters and place can be fictively loved, but it is her care for, and ability to thwart, readerly expectations that feel wholly innovative. As Toni Morrison wrote, the language we wield should not sweat, but my God, the readers of these characters surely will. We will spit, piss, hoot and holler up a storm. This kind of book-making should not be humanly possible with first novels. Readers everywhere will get lost, then give thanks.
This one is special. Like, forever special." - Kiese Laymon, author of Heavy and Long Division "This novel is so alive! Philyaw manages the tension between faith and desire with an expert hand." - Raven Leilani, author of Luster "Messy, bodied, simply goddamn alive! Another standout from Deesha Philyaw, one of our brightest and most gorgeously talented writers. It should be a crime to be so funny while simultaneously yanking your heart out of your chest. What a novel! A blessing just to read it." - Kristen Arnett, author of Stop Me If You''ve Heard This One "Propelled by a ferocious love for others, The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman heals as much as it humors, inspires as much as it scandalizes, and may just turn you on as much as it forces you to turn inward. Irresistibly catty, twisty, and packed with secrets, Deesha Philyaw''s debut novel cracks open the megachurch industrial complex in a way no one has before.
Trust me: your jaw will be on the floor many, many times. And no hypocrite shall be spared." - Mateo Askaripour, author of Black Buck and This Great Hemisphere "Simmering just below the surface of the scandal, sexiness, and laugh-out-loud hilarity that is Deesha Philyaw''s unputdownable debut novel is a fearless indictment of the corporate Black megachurch complex. Philyaw takes aim at the hypocrisy of not only those who stand behind the pulpit but those congregants complicit in enforcing the corrupted word. She leaves no truth untold, no wig un-snatched. You''ll be thinking about The True Confessions of First Lady Freeman long after you''ve read the final page." - John Vercher, author of Devil is Fine "Readers will now undoubtedly relish [Philyaw''s] delectable first novel. HIGH-DEMAND.
" - Booklist (starred review) " Freeman proves [Philyaw] is one of the best living writers. Her stories already let the world know that, but I''m happy to say her novel is somehow better than her collection. She is a master of creating the most memorable characters that leap from the page." - Debutiful "Deesha Philyaw crafts a mosaic of intimacy, shame, loss, and love that exposes the often wide gulf between our public personas and who we really are, cast against the backdrop of the expectations of the church. These stories challenge traditional ideas of race, parenting, and sexuality in thought-provoking but ultimately satisfying ways." - The Saturday Evening Post on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "A collection of luminous stories populated by deeply moving and multifaceted characters. Tender, fierce, proudly black and beautiful, these stories will sneak inside you and take root." - Kirkus Reviews (starred review) on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Juicy goodness bursts from every page of Deesha Philyaw''s debut short story collection.
This collection marks the emergence of a bona fide literary treasure." - Minneapolis Star Tribune on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Beguiling." - The New Yorker on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Triumphant. Philyaw''s stories inform and build on one another, turning her characters'' private struggles into a beautiful chorus." - Publishers Weekly on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Beautifully crafted. A lovely collection." - Roxane Gay, author of Bad Feminist, on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "To encounter Deesha Philyaw''s work is to encounter contemporary folktales. They are the stories of southern customs and mores and of voices over the back fence.
The daughters and granddaughters of Toni Cade Bambara and Bebe Moore Campbell readers need this book." - Yona Harvey, author of Hemming the Water and writer for the Marvel Comics World of Wakanda series, on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "This is no mere collection of sappy romance stories. The love in Philyaw''s stories runs the gamut from sweet to bitter, sexy to sisterly, temporary to time tested, often with hidden aspects. The word secret in the title is earned, and some of the secrets are downright juicy." - Tara Campbell, author of Midnight at the Organporium, from Barrelhouse magazine, about The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Sex, friendship, freedom, and agency are centered throughout this cheeky, insightful, and irresistible new book." - Ms. Magazine on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Vivid, vibrant stories that will linger on your tongue like sweet tea." - Vox on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Deesha Philyaw uses the comic, the allegorical, and the geographic to examine Black intimacies and Black secrets.
Her work is as rigorous as it is pleasurable to read." - Kiese Laymon, author of Heavy, on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Stunning. Philyaw''s stories are addictive while also laying bare the depth and vulnerability of Black women." - Observer on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Full of lived-in humanity, warmth, and compassion." - Pittsburgh Current on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "These are stories about Black women that haven''t been told with this level of depth, wit, or insight before, so it will not shock me if Oprah gets around to selecting it before the end of the year." - Pittsburgh Post-Gazette on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Incredibly moving." - Pittsburgh City Paper on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "The church, sexuality, and everyday life come alive in each story bringing readers closer to experiences we can, or have, seen ourselves in." - Electric Lit on The Secret Lives of Church Ladies "Propelled by a ferocious love for others, The True Confess.