Chapter One Storms are sex. They exist alongside and are indifferent to words and description and dissection. It had been blizzarding for five days and Victoria had no words to describe her restlessness. Motion everywhere, even the floors vibrated, and such motion was impossible to ignore, just as it was impossible not to notice the squeaking walls, the relentless shuddering of the wind. Robertson was in Yellowknife, and she and the kids had been stuck in this rattling house for almost a week, the tundra trying to get inside, snow drifting higher than the windows, and everyone inside the house longing to be out. It was morning, again, and she was awake and so were the kids, but they had all stayed in bed and listened to the walls shake. Nine, or something like that, and still perfectly black. She had been dreaming that she was having sex with Robertson.
She was glad she had woken up. Even the unreal picture of it had left her feeling alarmed--though that eased as the image of the two of them, entwined, had faded. In another conscious moment she was able to blink the topic away and out of her thoughts. As it had been. She could hear her girls, Marie and Justine, whispering to each other in their bedroom. She couldn''t tell what they were saying. She heard the word "potato." Pauloosie, her son, her oldest child, was silent.
She listened carefully and thought she could hear him turning in his bed. And then the wind wound up and just howled. As a girl she had not been this restless, waiting out storms with her parents on the land in a little iglu, drinking sweet tea and lying on caribou skins. It had been more dangerous then but less frightening. Storms make an iglu feel more substantial somehow. This house, on the other hand, felt as if it were about to become airborne, and it would have if not for the bolts tethering it to its pilings. It had been made in Montreal, of particleboard and aluminum siding, before being shipped by barge to Hudson Bay, sagging from square with each surge of the sea. Where the door frame gapped away from the kitchen door, snow sprayed through in parabolas.
These wee drifts persisted as long as the door stayed closed. After five days they seemed as permanent as furniture. The wind whistling under the house kept the kitchen floor nearly as cold as the stone beneath it. That stone slid, in its turn, through the town, to the shore, and then under the ice of Hudson Bay, angling shallowly out into the sea basin like a knife slipping between skin and meat. And on top of that water was ice, a quarter million square miles of it, arid and flat and sucking in the frigid air from the High Arctic like a bellows--blowing it down through Rankin Inlet and into the rest of the unmindful continent. Chicago would be Rome but for this frozen ocean, not that its significance is known to anyone who doesn''t live alongside it. Rankin Inlet, Repulse Bay, Baker Lake, Coral Harbour, Whale Cove: variations on the theme of shelter from the sea, each of these hamlets lies on the west coast of Hudson Bay, named by nineteenth-century whalers seeking safety. The smallest is a couple hundred people and the largest of these, Rankin Inlet, is two thousand, almost all Inuit, with a handful of southerners, Kablunauks, among them.
The people exist along this coast against a backdrop of a half million square miles of tundra, gently rolling treeless plains. In the summer, this land is boggy and moss-bound; in the winter, frozen and blasted lowlands, eskers of rock protruding through shallow snow. The Inuit lived here for ten thousand years, pulling their living from this meager forage until the 1960s, when they accreted in the little government towns built along the coast and left the tundra empty of human inhabitants for the first time since the glacial ice had melted. Victoria and Robertson had been married a year when Robertson paid to have this house shipped here for his new family to live in. It was twice the size of the housing department shacks offered to the rest of the community; this benefit of marrying a Kablunauk had been remarked upon in Victoria''s presence since the house had floated its way to the bay at the edge of the town. The other young families were crowded into the back rooms of their relatives'' cramped houses, and privacy such as Victoria knew was considered an uncommon luxury. Robertson was not from here, and so no toothless and snuff-spitting aunts had been assigned to their family. The drawbacks of marrying a Hudson''s Bay Company man had been explored by dozens of women in the town, but this single advantage held.
She lay in her bed now and listened to her daughters squealing and whispering and calling out to each other. This was an intimacy, she thought, that could never be available to a family who shared their house with another. She was lucky, at least on that score. But then, she thought, there might be a different kind of intimacy available to the cousins and brothers who had grown up unencumbered by the rind of privacy. She was thinking about that when the banging at the kitchen door began. Victoria thought the door had become unfastened, and she leapt out of bed to close it before it was torn from its hinges. When she got to the kitchen she turned on the lights and saw her father standing just inside the door. Drifted snow stretched out alongside him on the kitchen floor.
His eyebrows and eyelashes were coated in ice, and his caribou parka shed granules of snow steadily as he stood there. " Qanuipiit ?" he asked. " Qanawingietunga ," she replied. As good as could be expected, anyway. They were all bored, certainly, but the furnace was working and there was food. Which was rather a lot to express with a shrug and a single word, but sufficiently severe terrain makes for a pronounced economy of expression. Consequently, Inuktitut is the very language of economy. " Ublumi anarahkto .
" A little windy? Her father''s understatement made her smile. Justine and Marie appeared in the kitchen, drawn by the sound of conversation, and when they saw their grandfather in his sealskin kamiks they paused behind their mother. Twelve and fourteen years old, they were nearly as tall as the old man and were not prepared to greet him while dressed in their pajamas. Pauloosie loomed up behind his younger sisters in a flannel shirt and jeans. The old man reached inside his jacket and pulled out a plastic grocery bag. He held it out to the boy. " Tuktu ." he said.
Pauloosie took the bag of caribou meat. " Koyenamee. " " Igvalu ." The steaks were frozen into pink and cartilaginous bricks. Pauloosie took the bag to the kitchen sink and peeled away the plastic. He began rinsing the meat off with cold water, picking away the bits of hair and tendon that stuck to it. Victoria and her father watched him. "How is Robertson?" Emo asked.
"He''s in Yellowknife again. Gets home next week." " Ee-mah ." "He''s bidding on a contract." "He works so much." The old man looked around the kitchen as he said this, as if scanning the house for evidence of the man''s absence. "He does." Victoria followed her father''s eyes around her kitchen defensively.
"Do you need anything here?" "Not really." Which was to say: nothing at all. "I didn''t see the lights on." "There''s ice over the windows." "You should tell the girls to put some clothes on. It''s ten in the morning." "They will." Justine and Marie were down the hall and out of range before Victoria''s backward glance even came close to them.
"Your mother wanted me to see how you were." "Why didn''t she phone?" "It''s not working again." "Do you need money?" "No. We just forgot." "I''m going to the bank when the storm lets up. I could take care of it." "If you want." "I will.
" "Do you need some fish?" "We still have char left over from the fall." "Tagak shot a nanuq last week." "A good one?" "Eleven feet." "That will get him two thousand dollars, anyway." Emo stood there a moment, studying his daughter. If Emo had been the man his own father-in-law was, he would have pushed Robertson off the floe edge and into the sea by now. He turned to the door and opened it. " Ublukatiarak, attatatiak ," Pauloosie said.
" Igvalu, irnuktuq ," Emo answered. After her father was gone, Victoria cut up a pound of bacon and began frying it. Justine leaned over the kitchen table, opening her math book to do her long division. Marie sat closest to the stove with her Nancy Drew mystery: The Secret of the Old Clock . On the cover, a blond and dauntless Nancy peeked worriedly from behind a tree larger than anyone in the room had ever seen. Pauloosie laid the caribou meat on the counter and began cutting thin strips off it with his hunting knife and stuffing them into his mouth. After a few minutes of this, the bacon was finished and Victoria put a plate of it down in front of the girls. The wind surged again and rose a half tone in register.
Victoria looked out the window at the blowing snow. Pauloosie retreated to his room wordlessly. Her daughters read silently beside her. Storms like this make you appreciate a house. All you had to do was keep from losing your mind. Chapter Two When Victoria was ten years old, in the summer of 1962, she was brought on board the government ship.